Chapter 19 - Kink

fluff and filler...I think this chapter is crap but I wanted to see what was going on inside Nef's head...


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Nef’s POV

I had a spanking kink. I knew this but Sasha was just finding out. He apparently had one too. I didn’t think he would respond this strongly. He went with it and enjoyed himself. There was begging and pleading and he was so responsive both vocally and physically. I could feel his body quivering beneath me. I could feel his body struggling to reach orgasm from my teasing strokes.

“Oh please. Just let me cum. I’ll be good,” he said as I began to stoke him with the ice pressed firmly against his shaft.

His voice was thick, rough with raw need and I wanted to make him cum. He had after all begged so prettily. When he did finally release he screamed loudly.

He lay there panting; his eyes closed and his arms and leg sprawled on the bed. He looked wrecked, completely and thoroughly wrecked. He was beautiful. His skin flushed red and covered with a light sheen of sweat.

I lay beside him watching him try to gather his thoughts. I loved rendering his speechless. I loved it when I made him scream and beg. I never told Sasha but I had always been worried about what he thought while we were having sex. I'm not naive enough to believe that he only had a few partners. In fact I'm sure that he's had sex with many more women than I would ever care to count. But I wanted to please him. I wanted to be the one he remembered. As foolish as this may sound, I wanted to be the best that he's ever had.

I've always had this need to please the people around me. I always want to make sure that they are happy, safe, and being taken care of.

Sasha was very emotional. Most of the time he wore his heart on his sleeve. His reactions were almost never tempered. However he wasn't very good at talking about what he was feeling or telling me what he wanted. Instead of telling me he wanted to spend time with me and be close to me he would physically pull me near him. If we were watching television or a movie together he would pull me onto his lap. If we were sleeping and a moved away from his arms during the night he would either follow me or pull me back to him.

We had exchanged a lot of "I miss you"s and even more "I want you"s but we weren't very vocal about our emotions. His anger at seeing a guy in my bed clued me into the fact that he wanted to be the only one with me. His reaction to Shelley let me know that he wanted us to be mutual exclusive. In dating I had figured it out and I felt the same why but we never actually said it. We could talk for hours on end about everything except for our feelings.

He stayed with me for the rest of the day and we had sex several times. It had been a long two weeks. Even longer since we hadn't actually been talking to each other. He asked me to meet his parents. He had told his dad that he was seeing someone and his mom kind of knew but he hadn't really told her.

"It serious between me and you. I want my family know you too."

His mother, father, sister, brother in law, niece, and nephew were all coming for the Russian Orthodox Christmas in January. It seemed like an appropriate time to be introduced to his family. They had been here a few months before but went back to Russia before Sasha and I were serious.

In previous seasons his mother had spent the majority of the season with him but this she had only been here for a few weeks.

"I'm 25," he'd said. "I think I can look after myself for a little while."

Sasha's was laying face down on my bed. He bottom was still red. I gently placed my hand on one of the firm mounds and he groaned.

"No, not touch. Sore."

I grabbed a tube of aloe gel that my roommates kept in the hall closet and rubbed the cool liquid onto his butt.

"Feel better?" I asked.

"Da."


Sasha's POV

I was spent; completely and totally spent. Sex with Nefertiti has been amazing. We're still learning each other. Still finding out each others secrets. It made for interesting times together. I enjoyed learning what she liked, enjoyed showing her new things. We took turns when we were together to ensure that we each got exactly what we wanted and needed.

My ass was sore, pleasantly so. The aloe gel helped a lot. It was relaxing, the feel of Nef's soft hands spreading the cool liquid over my reddened skin. I think I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I knew Nef was shaking my shoulder telling me that it was getting late.

"You should go home," her eyes seemed to glow in the soft light of her room. "You have practice tomorrow."

Right. Practice. It took me a few minutes to fully wake up. Once I did I dressed. She walked me out to my car and kissed me goodnight and good bye.

At home, before jumping into the shower I looked at my ass in the mirror. It wasn't to bad. There were no bruises and the redness should fade soon. Nef had been careful not to spank me in the same spot too many times.

I was grateful. I didn't want to have to explain to the guys on the team why my backside was bruised. No one needed to know my girlfriend had spanked me.

The hot water of the shower soothe my tired muscles and when I crawled into bed I slept peacefully.